I'm back

When I posted last, I said this blog was on hiatus. My life has changed irrevocably, and I've spent the last month beginning to adapt to the way things are now. I don't want to explain everything here( I feel like I've had to do too much of that lately and I'm sick of hearing myself), so if you want more details you can read Justin's xanga.
I want to keep this site going but I don't know how it will work exactly. I have to be honest when I write, so be forewarned that my posts will likely reflect the emotional rollercoaster I'm experiencing in my personal life.
I appreciate all of you who read - some of you have already been walking through this with me, and I am grateful to know you. What I need from everyone right now is love and prayers..I realize that many people have very defined opinions about these kinds of situations; and some feel compelled, even 'compelled by god', to share those views. I have already encountered some of these well-meaning people, and heard a variety of their counsel, so.. please know that if I need advice, I'll ask for it.. I love all of you.
The girls are amazingly resilient..more about them, and life, later.