Here's the plan

The updates on the recent struggles we've been going through are here:

I have been tentatively diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder - you can find out more about this by searching any online medical database

I am starting an intensive program through meier clinic(a Christ - centered counseling service experienced in serving people in full time ministry). I'm starting this Thursday and will be in it for three weeks( it goes all day, M - F, with four day weekends for Christmas and New Year). I'm free on the weekends to spend time with Justin & the girls, and we will be coming to Christmas in GR this Saturday.

I'm looking forward to getting this figured out soon, and don't have a problem doing the work it will take to accomplish that...I am *not* looking forward to being away from Justin&girls and the coffeeshop community for three weeks!

Speaking of the girls, they don't know exactly what's going on, so if you want to talk to me about this I'd rather it's not in front of them. Justin will be caring or them with the help of family here, and in the evenings he'll try to bring them often for movie nights or slumber parties(anything he can come up with to get them to me so I can snuggle them!

Forgive us for the extremely *sparse* gift distribution this year - the hospital stay and the meier program have left us stretched financially. We were looking into med insurance plans, but didn't have one yet. We'll be ok - we've seen God provide before so many times, and we're really learning that money doesn't matter much.

If you want to get hold of me while I'm gone, I'll have my cell or you can call Justin for my hotel & room number. I might still have computer access but if not I'll update this site on the weekends.
~Love you all! Thanks for your prayers~